Being Your Daughter

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Being Your Daughter

 

Written By Jenni Bailey

I love you, Daddy, and always will.  You can deny me as being your daughter as many times as you’d like, but I’m still here.  When I was born, being your daughter, was rich, full of love, and no question, I was yours forever. Getting older, you slowly let me go, even when I was still there.  I’d wish I was still smaller than your hand, so you’d have to hold it. If that’s not sad, I don’t know what is!  Being your Daughter started to become depressing, lonely, and most of all, it came with a hefty price!  Knowing I was born with Cerebral Palsy, which is demanding enough, you couldn’t help, but put your demands on me as well.  Many times, I put my safety ahead of your demands, because you ignored the fact I have Cerebral Palsy.  Being your daughter, I was less than…less than human, I was your puppet, all because you were scared.  Scared turned into ignorance, ignorance turned into selfishness.  I wanted to be your daughter, not your puppet.  I wanted you, not a ventriloquist!

 

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