You’ve Taught Me So Much, Daddy!
A Poem by Jenni Bailey
You’ve taught me…
To be afraid of this world
That I’m not your baby girl
To have huge meltdowns
To be sensitive to simple sounds
I’m always in trouble
I need a bigger bubble
Patience wears thin
How to wear my skin
That I’m evil
To hate the steeple
To hate being wet
Know I CP, but forget
To question love
You are always sitting above
To resent the military
To hate women you marry
How to flinch at your name
How to play his game
Not to ask for help
How to be by myself
To get in peoples’ face
How to feel like a waste of space
To be shy
Something’s wrong, but don’t cry
To hate my existence
To go on the defense
To be bitter
Snakes can calmly slither
To be bothered by emotion
To love commotion
Kids are precious
Parents don’t always want us
It’s okay to take away the power
To be a different flower
To forever wonder why
To say ‘’Goodbye’’
‘’Jenni’’ is just fine
The life I have is mine
Like I said, You’ve taught me so much, Daddy!