My Feelings
Written By Jenni Bailey
I get so detached from my feelings, it’s euphoric, almost maniacal! Hoping no one will notice that their Jenni has gone mad! I’m going teary-eyed just thinking about it. I’m not okay when I get so detached, but also, I’m not okay when I am attached to them. I know feelings don’t usually work like that, but I do. My feelings need to be cradled, soothed, and sometimes hushed, to live inside of me. I’m not an even-keel person, I rip apart my own self when I try to get to the core of my hurt. Do I even have a core?